Tuesday, August 16, 2016

damn. old post. new eyes.

That day in your car, it felt like we were the only ones here
You asked me to be yours
Maybe you had something in your eye and mistook me for her
because the next day you said you were in love
In love with another girl.
You said we can make it work.
You said you do not want to love her
I felt used. I felt like the back up plan.
That day, all that went through my head on the plane
Was, will I become her, will you leave me abandoned
For somebody better. Would you go and find
Love from a different person.
Somebody who isn't 8,000 miles away

The next day you broke up with me
You tore the heart out from under my skin
Placed my beating heart in your chest so
She could rip it out again
But I can't let you do that
I asked for it back
And you cried
You cried to me about Her
How you HATE Her. How you wish to find somebody like me
I am a person like me.
But not like me, you wanted to be able
To hold your girl.